Wednesday, June 3, 2009

<< secrets within >>

my soul felt like wandering around the universe..i can't feel anything nice around me..all things were so boring and annoying..
where were the happy moments with you? where were the free souls of mine? where were the smiley face of mine?
i am really lost in the thoughts of you..i can only imagine you..yet there's no signs of you when i needed you the most..
the only thing i can do to make all this fantasies go away is to make myself busy..gotta make myself do homeworks..do house chores..do whatever to keep my mind busy..i need to stop behaving like a mad girl..
i need to pause the moment when i think of you..i know i'm not ok..i'm sick, unwell, proned to dieseases, attacked by viruses...
i should be fine in a few years time..because the images of you are still at some corner of my heart and soul...
it wouldn't be easy for me to let go of this sickening feel..time will lock up all this disorders...



** PS : JUST ANOTHER INNER THOUGHTS. NOT RELATED TO ANYONE YOU KNOW. AND I'M NOT EMO-ING. **

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