i've been through this before..
i am so afraid the ending might be the same..
this time the subject is different, and i hope the same goes to the pathway..
i am already thinking too much..
not that i wanted to but somehow it just felt right to think this way..
i have to constantly remind myself to not choose the same option again..
no matter how much i like it this way i still have to control myself..
i have to bear in mind that none of what's in my mind is real..
what's real is the truth..
i cannot bend the truth..
i cannot lie to myself..
i have to live in the moment..
i need to stop feeling responsible over you..
but that is not why i am afraid of being closer to you..
my history tells me that something not good is going to happen...
i hate to see the same cycle comes again..
you saved me and now you are the cause?
NO WAY!
i want to keep you longer..
i feel happy to see you happy..
i feel sad to see you upset...
i feel satisfied just to be your listener..
and there is something about you that i'm curious about..
i need to dig deeper..
you are different from the past ones..
i know it, i can feel it..
** P/S : New test subject. **
