Happy 19th, Jie

honestly la....

v r similar bt nt d same.... LOL

when v start noe each other??

well v atuali noe via JIA... hahaha

after getting to noe u better.....

v seems to hav many things in common...

v can talk watever stuff...

n v get d expected answer from each other... ^^

well ofc thr r a few more frens dat v're close with...

bt our bond is nt d same like d others... =D

so now..... i din forget ur bday....

i was jz too tired from d stpd Hari Keusahawanan....

i wan to wish u earlier....

bt i was dating wit Uncle Chow ady... ><

since i cant b d earliest....

den i wil b d LAST.... hehehe....

let me officially end ur 19th Birthday....

u may hav receive ur presents from us...

bt u havent receive present from ME.... hehehe
purposely make it wan... if nt nice, im sorry ><....

姐 ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

生日快乐！！！

(don't kill me for these photos.... ngek ngek~~)

wish you all the SUPERB....

all the good stuff goes to you....

be even RICHER ~~~ $.$

hehehe....

HAPPY 19th ya ^^... muaks

<< secrets within >>

many things have to be taken care of...

that's you...

everytime you get impatience, you're facing some problems..

honestly, i can't help much... i'm sorry...

eventhough i'm mad at your temper...

i still keep it to myself, as usual...

because i know you're wrapped up in many things...

so i just swallow the heat in...

obviously none of us are happy...

silence is the best way to keep us calm...

i think it's my stupidity that leveled up your madness....

i'm sorry... shouldn't have done that...

i am already having a bad mood...

throwing that temper at me surely isn't a good move..

but you didn't know i'm having a not so pleasant time...

so i can't completely blame you.....

what i need to do is do what i do best...

keep it all to myself...

yes it's making me insane, keeping all the bullshit inside...

but i don't want to fight... i hate arguing...

so just forget what happened..

it's going to be okay tomorrow, when all the bad feeling fades away....

** P/S : So emo recently. Why do I even have to care? **

Cheryl Cole - Parachute

I don't need a parachute

Baby, if I've got you

Baby, if I've got you

I don't need a parachute

You're gonna catch me

You're gonna catch if I fall

Down, down, down

{ CHERYL COLE - PARACHUTE }

i noe u'll b thr for me...
but u do it in ur way....
dats wats special bout u ^^

Fair Farren, Jia

my darling / dearest good friend is leaving tmrw morning...
LIM YIN JIA (林银佳)
v've been friends for a long time now...
its a lie if i say im ok wit her leaving us...

looking down memory lane, its funny how v atuali noe each other...
v were in d same class for 3years...
bt v oni start to b friends when v're Form3....
took us 2years to atuali b friends... LOL

hw cum v're sudenli so fren?? v were AQUARIUS-ian... ^^
erm... i guess its bcz when i was in F3, i started to take bus home...
n v ride on d same bus... so v atuali accompany each other home...
hahahaha.... v used to take Metro no.56, Rapid T403, U27 & U47... (hope im not mistaken >.<)

1 MELUR

2 MELUR

3 MELUR

and then v're separated in Form4...
she's in 4 Intan & im in 4 Akik...
bt v're stil very close eventho v're separated by a concrete wall...
v joined d same society... LOL

SPBT '08

SPBT '09

back then v were stil very gud students...
din really hang out much...
spent most of our time hanging out at skul...
so thrs nt much pics of us going out... hahaha

and back then i hav no CAMERA!!!
neither PHONE!!!!
n i was nt influenced badly yet...
so u cud c hw gud i was last time... *PROUD* =D

and then v went to SMK COCHRANE... =S
evything went smooth at d beginning...
den things start to get bad slowly...
i dun nid to say much... many observed/noticed it themselves too...

Form6 was d year i APOLOGIZED most...
a year i felt GUILT most...
great things come wit sacrifice...
dat was d year i met BOEY...

dat was also d year im feeling a distance wit Jia...
meeting Boey made my good friends dislike her & vice versa...
i tried to b like how v used to b when v're in PESS...
bt i din work out well...

then d 2nd year came...
ntg seems to b getting better...
bt at least my friends r ok wit me & Boey ady & vice versa (i think, i'm not sure, i duno, i hope so >.<)
it was also d year whr i apologize face-to-face to Jia bout me getting so damn close wit Boey...

i noe it shud b ntg...
bt i feel bad... i feel like i'm d one who started d chaos...
dats y i keep sorry-ing to Jia...
sum1 told me dat means i care alot about her feelings....

i certainly hope so...
after d face-to-face, i feel much more lighter...
i think v're being honest at dat very moment...
i really appreciate her open-heart & kindness...

i owe her a lot sudenli..
dats also d same moment she told us she wil b leaving KL to Perak...
studying Early Childhood Education.... tadika teacher to b simple...
i felt like i was going to cry... T.T

instead, i supported her...
convince her to go....
she was nvr happy wit F6...
being a teacher was one of her dreams... ^^

i wish her all d best...
no matter wat i will support her...
will nt dare to forget her...
and ofc will always luv her... muaks~~

DARLING,
MISS YOU!!!!

<< secrets within >>

there are a lot of things i hate to let go...

that means they mean a lot to me...

they are important to me...

its weird that i know you are going away...

but i feel like i didn't do anything together...

i think i'm still shocked with the news...

i'm kind of stuck in the moment...

i know i will grow numb missing you...

i will stop contacting you for some time...

i will think about you from time to time...

i know it all cause that's my nature...

no matter what i did or did not do....

i will always remember you..

hope that you are too...

** P/S : Abandoning you is a guilt. Sorry. **