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i screw up again..HAIZ~~wat m i supposed 2 study??im really confused n frowning now...need medical help..cant stop d headache ady...

2day was my 1st day in ART clas..n i tel u wat...it totally SUCKS~~i really hate d fact dat i change 2 dat clas..im such an IDIOT !!!
al d compulsary subjects was ok except ekonomi n akaun..im so BLUR n my mind was like a sheet of clean white paper..d eko teacher ask me a question...i really had no idea wat she's BULLSHITTING about since she enter d clas..

al i noe is dat..im already a sleepy pig when d eko clas started..i was juz dreaming n fishing thru d whole period..its really suffering..i tried 2 listen n focus but nothing seems 2 make sense..its like d teacher was talking 2 us using a FOREIGN LANGUAGE..dun even und wat d heck she's talking..haiz~~

when i tot d ''DAY-MARE'' was over, came another torturing
period..it was akaun now..d teacher said a lot of things bout akaun..HAIZ~~ at dat time..i was really fishing..n i was on d edge of sleeping ady..i nearly went 2 dreamland..but i tried 2 stay awake..

she was talking in front n i was fishing at d bak..really beh tahan
dat damn period..YIN JIA kept making me stay awake n really thnx 2 her dat i din slep..LOL
end dat clas, it was lunch break..it was a total relief when i finally can breathe again~~

i think it was d worst class ever...eventho i had been fishing in a few classes b4, fishing in a class dat wasn't ur interest was like studying in HELL..u duno wat they're talking n yet u hav 2 pay attention 2 them..

once again..i nid 2 reconsider my choice...i felt 70% of regretness in me now..i think i made d wrong move..but at d same time, it was a STUPID move..and so now..i hav 2 think of d PROS & CONS on both choices..
wat shud i do?? i feel like im in to science..but i hate CHEMISTRY..i feel like eko was easy..but i hate akaun..thrs a lot of things 2 b consider..

i think d science has more advantages..y?? cuz its al in eng..n since im planing 2 take language after F6, i think its a benefit 4 me..but wat if i failed my science?? it would make my result untouchable..

art clas was supposed 2 b easy..but v dun hav d base for it..so it wil make things a TRILLION TIMES harder for us who did not take acc in sec skul..agree??

wat wil i choose?? i realy cant tel rite now..im stil in d process of weighing d 2 choices i had..HAIZ~~

wel..datz d sad n annoying thing..juz put a full stop 2 dat for now..HAHA
my dear PUI YEE went 4 her car retest 2day..well..as i was expected, she PASSED~~
really congrate her..lol..felt happy 4 her.. =P
so her coll gonna start ady..i 1na wish her,

HAPPY STUDYING & DON'T CURANG!!!