Photo Snapping

2day BOEY no cum skul....haiz....
nvm la...i can survive loneliness for a day de...muakakaka
SHIN WEE gave me a gift her mum bought from JAPAN...
at 1st i tot it was a deco or a pen....manatau~~~ ITS EDIBLE~~~ ><

So cute leh~~~ Not willing to eat it.... >< .... Thank you Shin Wee!!!!

so sien....long time no do dis stuf....
偷拍~~~~ muahahhaha
cham le u al....
all my victims!!!! XD

Yen~~ so concentrate oh.... @.@

wakaka....hide for what? I already taken your picture.... ngek ngek~~

Oopppsss.... Yuen Yee~~~ ter-took your picture also.... ^^

Good!! very hardworking!!! JIA YOU!!!

The usual 'chui sui' leader, Jen Hou....muakaka....

Haiz...... talk non-stop~~~

wow~~~ Maths PRO!!! one touch, everything can be solved~~~ =P

**sorry ya~~~ ugly pics posted again.... hahaha...bleaks~~~**

Adrian's Farewell Party

last nite as most of u all know was ADRIAN's party.....
and so, we as in Lai Yen & Wai Yen & Ting Ting bought an ULTRAMAN for him.....haha
i noe it's a bit lame but originally, we wanted to buy an AEROPLANE MODEL for him...
we couldn't find it n certainly hav no clue whr to find it.....
and so, we spotted the ultraman as it can FLY also~~~~~ XP

lol.....after buying, we went HON SIM hse...
we waited d time to meet the others....
wait wait wait~~~~~~
SIENZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.................

finaly met at TESCO AMPANG........
so many cars~~~~ >.<
den all go Adrian hse together gether.....
i wasn't realy feeling well dat time.... GASTRIC~~

really a strong GASTRIC.....
i nvr felt so pain b4...... T.T
n i tot it was a normal one....manatau really a huge one.....haiz....
n we reached adrian hse......

yay~~~ time to MAKAN!!!!
walao!!!! wat a great news for me!!!
ahem~~~ ALL SPICY~~~~~ @.@
shit lor!!!! how cum like dis?????!!!!!

anyhow, i gotta eat a bit as im hungry at d same time......
a bit as in really a bit......
den after eat, chat chat chat~~~ which i din participate in....
so pain ar~~~~~ T.T

really no mood wanna talk....
pain til cant smile, cant laugh, cant really stand rite....
den 9pm like dat, i realy beh tahan jor.....
rain ady small~~~~ so go bak ASAP!!!

i nid fetch Lai Yen n Wen Hui bak as well...
n i was speeding all d way bak.....
n half way jor, i really cant tahan til send them bak den go home.....
so i TERPAKSA ask Lai Yen mum go fetch them at Leisure Mall.....

so sorry Yen n Hui~~~~
i noe i did scared u both whn driving away from Adrian hse dat time....
so sorry~~~~
cuz too pain liao....pain dao i nid breathe really hard......

oh well.... i reached home almost 10pm....
den i took med n straight to bed.....
haha................so as conclusion, I DON'T HAVE DETAILS FOR ADRIAN'S PARTY.......
n leh~~~ u all nid go Adrian blog, Wai Yen blog, Siow Ee blog, Wen Hui blog, whoever-went-to-the-party blog............................kakkaakka

My Apologies, I'm Sorry

i noe i noe....
i sudenli cried.....
n i noe u might be curious.....
i jz tot dat its not dat serius...not dat big case.....

i guess 2day im jz simply too fragile to be broken....
haih..... i noe i hav 2 start from whr....
i went to skul as usual n i reached jz 5mins b4 considered late....
line up as usual...NILAM as usual.....went in clas as its a MUST.... =D

n so...BOEY was late....whch is normal....
den me, LAI YEN, WAI YEN were discusing bout tmrw n oso bout d folio...
den PHYSICS teacher came in....n as usual she din teach oso.... XP
so i was sms-ing wit BOEY.....told her teacher came....so thr she was, sneaking into d clas...

n so here is whr it begins....
oh well....i ady discussed wit LAI YEN bout our Chem & Phy folio....
i tel BOEY dat she no nid do anythng bout it....
bt she insist on printing d info for PHY....

n i say NO....no nid...let me n Yen do it...
she said YES n i said NO....
n goes on n on n on.....
n i fed up jor...mayb i did raised my tone.... >.<

n she gt angry....cant really tel she's seriously mad or jz acting....
den she say, ''i dun1 fren u ady (SERIOUS TONE & ACTION ADDED)'' ....so im really moody then....
she turned her face away....keep chating wit WEN HUI....
n Yen keep chating wit me...

its like v really hate each other dat much....
by den, i was really upset....
really silly...duno y v nid to argue over smal matter....
den i think har think har.....d more i think, d more upset i get....

haiz...obviuosly, tears start to pond in my eyes....
bt i had to push it bak in..... i dun nid to cry over silly stuff.....
i tried n tried n tried....
i tried so damn hard to control d tears..... its repeating for almost 2periods of classes....

bell rang......den sudenli i cant hold it any longer.....
d tears start to run down....
i knew i had to hide....find a hole n hide...or mayb jz rush bak home for my pillow....
for sure i cant do dat =.=''' ....so coincidently FONG came in n find me....

den i jz pack my things n dashed out of d class....
BOEY noe i was upset...cuz i completely ignored her....
dat time FONG ady saw my teary eyes....
she asked y bt i really dun feel like talking....

den i went to wait FONG n JIA outside LS3 class.....
i stood at the hallway staring at d scenery....
thinking so randomly....mostly about d incident jz now....
den tears came rolling down again....i really cant hold it so long....

sudenly BOEY came by...
she patted on me...n i tot it was JIA or mayb FONG....
i turned around n i saw her, den i saw CHOI YAN n SUE LING on d way to DK1....
so i jz ignored her, walked pass her....n i folow Yan n Ling.....n i ditched Fong n Jia....

Yan & Ling oso saw my stpd sad n teary face.....
they gt ask y....bt moody ppl sure dun1 tel u y de la rite???
den they so SMART...they jz continue chat n let me breathe....
went up 7th floor....i jz stood thr staring at d KLCC, KL TOWER, TIMES SQUARE....

d weather n clouds are so nice....
i tried calming myself....i was trying to get bak to my normal mood....
bt den whenever thrz distraction, i wil hav teary eyes again..... ish ish~~ @.@
BOEY gt sms n apologize to me bt i din reply....cuz i dun think its her fault....

den in lecture dat time...she sms me apologize again....
i din reply too as it really wasn't her fault....
den in lecture dat time...Jia keep asking me wat hapen....
i din tel her anything.....jz told her its ntg....

in d lecture period....my mood became better.....
i was happy again....n when bak in clas...
i smiled again~~~ =)
evything is ok liao..... ^^

i din mean to be so rude n selfish n ''HARD HEADED'' n ''CHILDISH''..............
its juz dat......when u say u dun1 fren ady....
d tone n expresion n action are jz too real n hurting....
i dun like to make friendship like a joke....cuz its not funny, AT ALL.......

i treat our friendship wit al my heart n time....
i take it seriously....i really dun1 2 c dis relationship become a chaos....
i dun wish to c us become enemies....
if u think frens r nt meant to be frens, den y bother making one then???

pls dun treat friendship as if its a laughing stock...
it might seem useless n a waste of time to u...
bt its d real deal to me.... u might think im a weirdo n a psychopath....
its jz d way i see things....no offense....

lastly,

SORRY BOEY!!!
SORRY EVERYONE FOR WORRYING!!!!!
THANK YOU JIA!!!!

wish i can c my humiliating face today...
i bet its like so ugly dat no1 wil ever forget.... T.T
haihz.......so ''FISH''~~~
arrrr!!!!! face all gone.... yu dao bao!!!!

You Care

frens ar frens~~~~
u all oso same same de....haihz~~
i no eat breakfast oni u all oso wil say me dis n dat.... ish ish ><
i dun1 eat oni u all oso 1 ngam ngam ngam....aiyoyo.....

its like i gt many many sisters jor....
all oso pandai ngam ngam cham cham.....
gt sum wil ngam jor jiu suan liao....
gt a few leh, ngam jor den PAKSA de.... ish ish >.<

but then leh......
suan lu~~~ i kinda enjoy it.... ^^
mayb dats our way to comunicate..... n_n
dats how our bond become so strong n tough!!! yosh~~~ hahaha

so frust la!!!
evy1 talking exam cuming exam cuming......
so sien leh~~~
cannot relax a bit de meh????

now d mind oni gt plans after exam.....
no more liao..... cant wait exam gone!!!
stpd 1....year end exam so late oni do...
den d result nid post to us....so waste money n envelopes~~~~ deng~~~

i ady predicted....
sure no good.....
so leh....gotta enjoy moments b4 exam til d end.....
after dat wil b d judgement day~~~~ ><

Lemonade

last friday while waiting SAM come...
which stil gt 1hour or so....
i go makan!!!
since i jz gt my pay...wakakakaka

erm...nt to say im showing off or sumthing.....
bt i jz feel long time no eat SECRET RECIPE....
so mai go makan har lo...
yup....all alone....but wat i wanna scare wor??? nt 1st time de la.... hehehehe

so finix eat, camwhore har lo....
long time no do dat....
once did wil adicted.....hahaha
macam drugs pula.... >.<

den oni realize...my photographing skill decrease jor!!! sobs..... T.T
haih....c lar!!! stpd F6 make me so noob at taking pics le la~~ ish ish!!
anyway, ignore d previous 2 sentences....its crap....forget it la...erase from data now~~ =.='''''
so d object was normal n simple : ICED LEMON TEA

==++ ALBUM OF THE MONTH ++==

Paycheck Came Finally

hey hey~~
finally got my salary from d RHB job....
as u all noe, dat salary had been delayed delayed delayed til now....
6months anniversary jor den oni giv us.... haiz~~

yay~~~ gt money swing ady....
atuali i plan 1 treat har fren n family de...
bt all seem bz...n i oso paiseh 1 ask them....
so suan lu...keep d money 1st, like my baobei told me... ^^

yday went for a movie after skul wit SAM...
haha....so boring....duno wat to do so cal him for a movie...keke
so wat v watch??

JENNIFER'S BODY

first of all...obviously, its gt MEGAN FOX (Transformers), AMANDA SEYFRIED (Mamma Mia), ADAM BRODY ^^ (Mr & Mrs Smith / The O.C.).....
second of all....pls dun expect anything incredible from dis movie...
third of all......d musics & songs are really ROCK & METAL.....
forth of all....im really sorry to say and no offence, dis movie sucks... =.=

u oni pay to watch d ACTORS & ACTRESSES.....
d story is ummm.....its like it dun hav CLIMAX....nothng good..... =(
its like they made dis movie for fun....
no suspense.....
gt semi love scene, semi action scene, semi lesbian scene, semi sex scene, semi voodoo scene, semi zombie scene, semi semi semi semi and more semi.....

so overall, plz think thrice b4 u wanna watch dis...
i warned u!!
its all at ur own risk.... ngek ngek~~

Lucky Click

2day........
really happy la =D .....
no other words than that jo....
u noe y???
ngek ngek~~~

as u al noe...
recent months i was using ebuddy to chat....
so....miracle happens exactly at 2day afternoon....
i dl d msn live mesnger n *ding ding ding ding* MSN MESSENGER ALIVE LIAO LE!!!!!

so im superb happy 2day....
very excited....
non-stop find ppl chat...altho ntg to chat.... (jz find reason to escape doing hw >.<)
haha ^^ ...i am notty de la...bleaks~~~

anyways...i noe to u all, dis news might seem very zadao or swt =.=''' .....
to me its like NEW YEAR!!!!
haha......d days at ebuddy shud b over from now on i guess.....n i really do hope so....
miss my msn msnger so damn much!!!!

<< secrets within >>

i hate myself!!!
i really hate....
i so wish that i was dead...
or maybe i wish i could be less troublesome...
yes i don't really appreciate me...
i know it's not a good thing....
whatever i did just made people more miserable...
everything goes wrong because of me...
i am the trouble or am i the trouble?
i can't differentiate between concern and bossy...
i have mood swings...
i'm very self-centered....
i'm very ignorant...
i can't help anyone...
but from the bottom of my fragile heart...
i feel guilty...
sorry aren't enough for everything i've done....
i don't know what i should do...
i don't know what should i say...
i don't know how should i feel...
i don't know what's happening...
i certainly don't feel alright....
it makes sense to say that i'm weird or useless...
i don't mind anyway...
i had given up on things...
nothing motivates me now...
i'm sinking to the deep underground of the world...
what i did is not what i planned....
what i spoke is not what i thought...
out of coordinations i am...
out of mind, out of soul...
empty body, empty future....

** P/S : I don't feel ok. Can't think normal. Can't solve the puzzles in my head. Got stuck in the reality. **

Yee Teng Turns 18

--- HAPPY BIRTHDAY ---
.....: YEE TENG :.....

*** hope you like our presents ^.^ ***

Voiced Out and Posted Out

juz read SUGAR's blog....
totally agree with d person writing d response....
FORM6 life sux to d max wey~~~
u tell me la....who really love it??? apart from u can c ur frens evyday.... u tel me la!!
GO READ ADRIAN BLOG!!!! really voice out my thoughts.... partly la...gt a bit 'kua zhang'... =P

Totally Predicted

so ok lor.....
many ppl ask me update blog...
here it goes....
nothing really happen la ok??

lets start from last friday (16 Oct).....
me, Jia, Lai Yen, Jen Hou, Wen Hui....
we went 2 find some shops to advertise on our skul mag at PUDU area....
we all start from 2pm.....

walk walk walk walk.....
go in and out, in and out, in and out....
asked and rejected, smiled and disappointed, hopeful and hopeless......
haih~~~~

many ppl say NO to us....
some say ''BOSS TAKDA.... KENA TANYA BOSS'' .....
some pula can say ''SORRY AR.... ALREADY ADVERTISE ON OTHER SCHOOL.... YOU ALL TOO LATE LIAO'' .... =_=''''
and gt other say ''TAK TAU OH.... KENA TANYA HQ LAR'' ..... @.@

so many reasons.....
but at least we asked ady....
we tried our best and put in our effort.......for only 1 HOUR~~~ =P
after dat, 3pm we habis kerja lu~~~~
go LEISURE MALL gai gai....hahahahahaha....

go thr walk walk....
den LAI YEN, JEN HOU, WEN HUI all bak ady....
me folow JIA walk walk....
den go join her mum n sis.....

walk har ady, go OLDTOWN yam cha together....
her mum gt so many stories to tell....
interesting leh~~~ ^^
den after dat WAI YEN cum LM find me....so sit n listen together.... kekeke

den leh....dinner wit YEN.....
den leh....go CARREFOUR near our hse here geh...
jz open de so mai go visit xia lor....
go thr c many shop lots nt yt open.... so go straight to Carrefour....

v bought d car fragrance....hahahaha....after dat went into a RM5 shop....
i was caught by a pair of old couple deco.... so cute~~~
their heads can shake shake geh... *doink doink* hehehehe....
beh tahan liao.... so i buy it... wakakaka....

its RM5 a pair.... u interested can go my car see see.... ngek ngek~~
gt 1 swt case hapen dat time....
thr was a MALAY WOMAN queuing after me...
then leh d cashier ask her gt FRIENDLY CARD anot....

dat card is dat shop d discount card i think....
so d woman was blurred liao.....den d cashier show her a sample of d card....
she saw liao den answer him ''SAYA RASA TAKDA LA..... (pulled a card out of her purse & show him) TAPI SAYA ADA INI'' ...
btw, d card she showing is EXACTLY d card he showed her!!!! zadao =.=''''' ~~~~

i saw their conversation dat time my jaw almost drop lor!!!
nvr heard so swt de thing b4....
boleh pula she tel him she dun hav d card den d next minute she pula can take out d card....
deng~~~ really let her zadao gou gou.....

hahahaha....so ok friday ended....
erm..... hapy lo dat day....
cuz can out wit JIA...
den can go find advertisement wit frens.... happy happy....

oh ya....TQ JIA's MUM....
cz belanja me 1 HOT CHOCOLATE at OLDTOWN....
hahahaha....so paiseh wey~~~~
sumore 1 tell funny stories.... =D

1 more thing....
as u all noe...
i was kena KACAU badly by a boy named HO CHIN WEI (nicknamed : SHIN CHAN)....
oh well....jz to tell u all....i think his behaviour made many ppl hate him...

he's scary.....wear skul uni til so 'leh feh'....
like Jen Hou & Kent said, he drives a 'taufu car'....but me say he drives a 'lan tit yat gao' ..... o.O
hahahaha....i rmb when i showed SUE LING, CHOI YAN, MICHELLE his taufu car dat time, they LAUGH til so geng....
LOL...i duno wats so funny....no idea...

if u all wanna noe....
dis lan tit yat gao is BLUE in color....
like CHOI YAN said, it has many color tones....
but stil is blue colour....kekekeke

n heard from JEN HOU, he is from a rich family....
dis news really made my eyes widen n jaw dropping....
UNBELIEVABLE~~~~
shocking neh.... didn't tot of dat b4....kakakakaka....

dis oso count as update hor??
wakaka....long time no write so sorry....
exam cuming leh....
now scared like HELL ady~~~ sobs.... >_<

<< secrets within >>

i'm so sorry...
i can see that i have been ignoring you whole day...
i can see that you look sad and unhappy...
so sorry that i have been chatting away with friends...
i wanted to talk to you but you seem so ignorant...
you look like something or someone had disturbed you....
and you act so moody today...
i asked you what happened and you kept saying nothing....
i know there must be something bothering you...
was it me? or was it something else?
i felt so guilty....
i felt so selfish too...
i went to find you but was pulled away by some obstacles...
and i saw you were lonely....
i just felt sadness in you today....
i hope whatever that's bothering you can be solved...
GOOD LUCK!
i was a little pissed off today when i found out you left without me....
i was angry...
i was upset...
i was out of control...
i was disappointed...
i was........
the moment i saw you again, i nearly ignore you completely...
because i'm really mad at you...
maybe jealousy took over my judgement...
i hate you for a while...
i don't know how, i don't know why...
i managed to calm myself down...
i took control of my anger on you...
so sorry if you felt my temper....
maybe you don't even notice i'm mad at all...
but it's ok...
i got through with it already...
wish this won't happen again...

** P/S : Two cases happened today. It was a day full of hatred, guilt, selfishness, and maybe a bit of jealousy. Remember don't try to guess who it is. Maybe it's obvious but you might get the wrong person. **

Mooncake Festival '09

2day skul organise a open hse....
so sum of d Lower F6 nid 2 help wit it...
reached skul on 9.30am...
sit in car wait JIA come....

den wait har wait har....
ady 10am.... so i go in 1st...
den inside skul, go find Lai Yen wit Yen Chin accompany me...hahaha
talk talk talk den Jia finally come.... >_<

saw Adrian, my SUGAR...... ^^
den all ppl talk ''HOT'' topic....
its like spreading d OMG news to evy1 i noe...
duno its actuali ok or very humiliating... ==

many things to eat oso....
gt satay, malay style de rice, rendang, noodles, cookies n cakes....
d event ends at 12pm.....
after dat go lunch wit Sook Ching, See Shin, Yap Bei, Shin Wee.....

eat at Pandan Indah...
den leh go walk at The Store cuz Ching nid buy present for Yuen Mei....hehehehe...
v plan play lanterns n candles later at nite.... (like little kids nia >_<) so go buy at The Store thr...hahahaha

after buy, go See Shin hse rest dao nite...
bath at her hse n borrow her cloths....LOL
THANK YOU SEE SHIN!!!!!
den v 3 go dinner together nearby her hse.... XP

den leh.......
MOONCAKE FESTIVAL CELEBRATION begins!!!! yay~~~~
v 3 go find Jia n v all go d playground thr play...
hahaha...so funny....

reach dat time gt a MALAY couple sut thr....
den v 4 go thr n start lite up d candles...
wah~~ d wind sudenli blow n candles all EXTINGUISHED!!! T.T
v all scream n panic....hahahaha....

i think v scared off d couple liao...
cuz after a while they go away ady.... @.@
so paiseh....but after dat gt a grp of kids cum play....
den v 4 oso feel a bit memalukan... =P

bt nvm la...v all had FUN....
been a long time since i stop playing candles n lanterns....hehe
whn v almost finix play, Jia family came too~~~
so v all sit n talk n play at playground...kekeke

ofc d CAMWHORE session is a MUST la...
bt since no digicam, so use Ching hp take pics...hahaha
THANK YOU SOOK CHING!!!!
d pics are a bit dark n nt clear cuz dat time nite liao... dark dark~~~

@++.... ATTENDEES ....++@

##> CANDLELIGHT <##

!!=== LANTERNZZ ===!!

中秋节快乐！！！
HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL !!!