i can see that i have been ignoring you whole day...
i can see that you look sad and unhappy...
so sorry that i have been chatting away with friends...
i wanted to talk to you but you seem so ignorant...
you look like something or someone had disturbed you....
and you act so moody today...
i asked you what happened and you kept saying nothing....
i know there must be something bothering you...
was it me? or was it something else?
i felt so guilty....
i felt so selfish too...
i went to find you but was pulled away by some obstacles...
and i saw you were lonely....
i just felt sadness in you today....
i hope whatever that's bothering you can be solved...
GOOD LUCK!
i was a little pissed off today when i found out you left without me....
i was angry...
i was upset...
i was out of control...
i was disappointed...
i was........
the moment i saw you again, i nearly ignore you completely...
because i'm really mad at you...
maybe jealousy took over my judgement...
i hate you for a while...
i don't know how, i don't know why...
i managed to calm myself down...
i took control of my anger on you...
so sorry if you felt my temper....
maybe you don't even notice i'm mad at all...
but it's ok...
i got through with it already...
wish this won't happen again...
** P/S : Two cases happened today. It was a day full of hatred, guilt, selfishness, and maybe a bit of jealousy. Remember don't try to guess who it is. Maybe it's obvious but you might get the wrong person. **
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