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i don't feel alright...
i know it's going to make me go crazy....
but i can't do anything...
i know you had to do it...
you're just obeying the rules....
if not, you will face the ugly consequences....
i do understand...
but i still don't feel well....
nearly had insomnia....
but i was too tired to think much more...
so i drowned into dreamland...
but i was still full of you when i woke...
stupid memory!
i wish i had not remembered what you said...
knowing that you will be absent in my radar just make me feel bad...
do you even think that i will forget you?
silly idiot!
don't try to persuade me to do something you knew it's imposibble...
don't know what's going to happen when you're gone...
don't trust me if i say i will be good...
you know me better than i do....
on top of all these, i still wish you well and good luck...
take care....

** P/S : It's been a long time i hadn't write this. So as usual, it's still a mystery. **