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why?
you knew i'm not much of a speaker...
i don't talk much...
and now you're blaming me for not talking to you?
what the hell...
do you really think i'm mad at you?
i was only trying to make peace by not fighting with you..
is that even WRONG?
i know i will lost my temper if i keep on listening to your babbling...
that's why i just keep my mouth shut by turning up the volume of the music on my earphone...
i hate listening to your unsatisfactions towards me..
i don't want to hear it...
cause i know everytime it's the same thing..
you even told them about this case...
what's going on with you?!!
you just officially made me even hate you...
i don't want to talk don't mean that i'm angry at you...
it's just that i was sick and tired...
i had a really bad week..
all these things make me cry alone...
my studies aren't good...
my mood aren't good...
so i tried to make myself feel better by hanging out with my friends...
but you say i'm going out too often...
what the heck?!!
when i'm staying at home, you ask me why didn't i go out..
when i'm out, you ask me why am i out..
what are you?
if you had a bad day, it doesn't mean you have to release your damn temper on me...
i'm not your soft toy...
you're not the only one having a horrible time..
i don't want to cry, i tried holding back my tears, i tried to think of something else...
but it just keep bugging me...
and in the end, my tears still roll down..
is survival my only option?
many people die everyday, why not ME?

** PS : Hate to feel innocent when they say you're guilty. **