why do you have to talk like that?
do you really think that i don't want to work this out?!!!
i'm not perfect...no one is ever going to be prefect!!!
i know this is not what i wanted...
but other than this, what else i can do for now?
i know there's something else that suits me better than this...
i don't want to live my life doing this 'till i'm old..
there's got to be another option for me...
another way out for my miserable life...
having fun with YOU seems to be such a relaxing life...
if that kind of life can earn money for living, i definitely would be so down-to-earth to make that life happen...
nothing feels right to me now..
anything that make sense to people, i don't get it...
and anything that feels wrong to them, i think that's cool...
seriousness is not what's inside me already...
i can't live with it...that just makes people become very tensed up...
sometimes, you just make me hate being alive...
i really wish someday somehow, i would find the courage to end my life once and for all...
** PS : Just had a bad day. This person I'm talking about, is no one else other than my *****. **
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