this is what i've prepared for..
i deserve for the degree of my preparedness..
if this is what i get for my little preparation, then i'm really satisfied..
now i know if i am really ready for it, i can do way better than this...
so it's just my laziness..
well... now that i've ruined my future, i don't know what i'm supposed to do next..
my path ahead is so darn foggy...
i can't see a thing..
what should i study?
where should i go?
feels like i keep using my mum's money and time..
so nonindependent...
i think she won't mind anything if i can earn money for myself and also give her some pocket money...
but now who the heck wants to hire me?
who wants this kind of shitty result?
nobody accepts a cgpa 1.9 ...
but it's been an adventure of a lifetime..
done so many things i didn't dreamed before..
when i look back to this small journey i had, i'm sure i will have a good smile at it..
stupid yet funny..
i don't want to ruin your life...
you can go to a better place..
have a better life..
i just can't bear to let you waste away all your hard work..
for now, a one way road ahead will require a whole lot of luck and fate...
i sure wish there's no junction for us...
but if there is... then we are running out of time..
feels like this chapter of my life is like one of the movies' plot....
reached a small climax now..
wonder when's the next one will be..
i hope it considers you too..
**P/S : It might not be the one you've been guessing. ^^ **
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