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oh shit~~
what happened?

i just can't believe it..

sometimes you're just confusing me..

makes me think in the wrong direction..

can't you just stick to ONE idea?

maybe you ARE in just one stand..

and i've got it all wrong...

damn it!

time is getting shorter every second..

we don't know if that's the end of it...

of course i hate the end..

i can't really see what my life would be without you...

i think it's because i rely too much on you..

i don't want us to be apart...

cause it would be like a lamp without the light bulb..

life would be dull...

rainbow would be colorless...

food would be tasteless..

nothing goes right...

anyway, i just told you i had a weird dream..

but the way you responded is like it's nothing...

i'm truly surprised.. really out of my expectation...

and honestly, i don't want to be like that..

i'm afraid to be like that...

although sometime i might have thought to be like that, i just have to make myself not to get involve in those thing..

sometimes i really doubt where is my direction... where am i heading...

cause there are times where i ask myself am i becoming this because i don't trust them?

i think you know what i'm referring to...

but i make myself believe that i'm not interested because they aren't suitable...

i know if i choose to be the special one, you wouldn't abandon me..

cause you've got used to that picture..

that picture really led people to all kinds of places..

but do you want me to be like that?

it's not normal, you know that...

i wish something would show up and fix my messed up brain...

** P/S : Not what you think, not who you think. Save your energy on guessing, thank you. **