Fair Farren, Jia

my darling / dearest good friend is leaving tmrw morning...
LIM YIN JIA (林银佳)
v've been friends for a long time now...
its a lie if i say im ok wit her leaving us...

looking down memory lane, its funny how v atuali noe each other...
v were in d same class for 3years...
bt v oni start to b friends when v're Form3....
took us 2years to atuali b friends... LOL

hw cum v're sudenli so fren?? v were AQUARIUS-ian... ^^
erm... i guess its bcz when i was in F3, i started to take bus home...
n v ride on d same bus... so v atuali accompany each other home...
hahahaha.... v used to take Metro no.56, Rapid T403, U27 & U47... (hope im not mistaken >.<)

1 MELUR

2 MELUR

3 MELUR

and then v're separated in Form4...
she's in 4 Intan & im in 4 Akik...
bt v're stil very close eventho v're separated by a concrete wall...
v joined d same society... LOL

SPBT '08

SPBT '09

back then v were stil very gud students...
din really hang out much...
spent most of our time hanging out at skul...
so thrs nt much pics of us going out... hahaha

and back then i hav no CAMERA!!!
neither PHONE!!!!
n i was nt influenced badly yet...
so u cud c hw gud i was last time... *PROUD* =D

and then v went to SMK COCHRANE... =S
evything went smooth at d beginning...
den things start to get bad slowly...
i dun nid to say much... many observed/noticed it themselves too...

Form6 was d year i APOLOGIZED most...
a year i felt GUILT most...
great things come wit sacrifice...
dat was d year i met BOEY...

dat was also d year im feeling a distance wit Jia...
meeting Boey made my good friends dislike her & vice versa...
i tried to b like how v used to b when v're in PESS...
bt i din work out well...

then d 2nd year came...
ntg seems to b getting better...
bt at least my friends r ok wit me & Boey ady & vice versa (i think, i'm not sure, i duno, i hope so >.<)
it was also d year whr i apologize face-to-face to Jia bout me getting so damn close wit Boey...

i noe it shud b ntg...
bt i feel bad... i feel like i'm d one who started d chaos...
dats y i keep sorry-ing to Jia...
sum1 told me dat means i care alot about her feelings....

i certainly hope so...
after d face-to-face, i feel much more lighter...
i think v're being honest at dat very moment...
i really appreciate her open-heart & kindness...

i owe her a lot sudenli..
dats also d same moment she told us she wil b leaving KL to Perak...
studying Early Childhood Education.... tadika teacher to b simple...
i felt like i was going to cry... T.T

instead, i supported her...
convince her to go....
she was nvr happy wit F6...
being a teacher was one of her dreams... ^^

i wish her all d best...
no matter wat i will support her...
will nt dare to forget her...
and ofc will always luv her... muaks~~

DARLING,
MISS YOU!!!!