Epic Ending

bad day....
i look calm but im nervous..

when step into d room, i feel like running away...

saw d question, i was like '' ???? '' ....

i tot i knew wat s it asking.....
n den i realized i got it all WRONG....

i misunderstood it all...

im so STUPID!!!!!

i hate myself...
n i stil can keep presenting d pointless points....

how more STUPID can i be???!!!!
i hate myself....

as CANDIDATE D, im such a failure...

i had d most time yet i stil can b so blur...

i shud hav ask d examiner....

i hate myself....

i dun think any1 else can b dis stupid....

after exam, our grp discussed....

n den i oni noe i gt d whole question all wrong....

i wasn't even answering d question....

n when they discussed, it feels like they are stabbing at my already bleeding heart....

i almost n nearly cried out....

im so damn careless!!!!

i hate myself!!!!

my MUET speaking, its a total zero....

if wit dis noob answers i can get BAND 4, im such a lucky bitch already....

anyway, i stil hate myself for not understanding d question....

finally, I HATE MYSELF!!!!

i wan to let sum1 make me distracted....

bt it seems dat sum1 is MORE stressed than me...

in d end, i cud oni hold bak my emo-ness n act like ntg happen...

i dun wanna c sum1 so upset, so i tried to cheer sum1 up....