I HATE MYSELF!!
the thing that i was suspecting about...
the thing that i was worried about...
the thing that i was concerned about....
i finally got the answers right from your mouth...
i did thought about the whole situation...
the issue i've been through, i don't think that doesn't happen to you...
i knew something wasn't right...
but i don't want to make my own assumptions...
because i might get it the wrong way....
i knew all along that something wasn't right...
i knew it was me...
but how else can i react?
i can't make myself disappear...
i can't be invisible...
the thing that i was suspecting about...
the thing that i was worried about...
the thing that i was concerned about....
i finally got the answers right from your mouth...
i did thought about the whole situation...
the issue i've been through, i don't think that doesn't happen to you...
i knew something wasn't right...
but i don't want to make my own assumptions...
because i might get it the wrong way....
i knew all along that something wasn't right...
i knew it was me...
but how else can i react?
i can't make myself disappear...
i can't be invisible...
i certainly don't know how to stay away...
all i was thinking is i'm trying to make peace...
i'm so naive...
i tried not to irritate you...
not to accidentally stomp on your tail...
not to break any bond..
and of course not to piss you off...
somehow, i know some things are hard to change, especially these changes...
if the same problem occur on myself, i should've predicted it will happen to you too...
i can't control our destiny...
i can't control the way things work...
you can hate me...
you can blame me...
you can slap me...
either way, i wanted to say...... I'M SORRY
pretty much nothing can change this fact now....
i don't know how to invent a time machine...
if i could, i would turn back time and make a different decision...
maybe things would be the way it used to be...
no one would get hurt...
no one would feel guilty....
you may not know but when i got the answers from you...
i felt guilt wash all over me...
i was a neutral person...
the kind of person whom no one knows, no one care about, and absolutely won't piss anyone...
all i was thinking is i'm trying to make peace...
i'm so naive...
i tried not to irritate you...
not to accidentally stomp on your tail...
not to break any bond..
and of course not to piss you off...
somehow, i know some things are hard to change, especially these changes...
if the same problem occur on myself, i should've predicted it will happen to you too...
i can't control our destiny...
i can't control the way things work...
you can hate me...
you can blame me...
you can slap me...
either way, i wanted to say...... I'M SORRY
pretty much nothing can change this fact now....
i don't know how to invent a time machine...
if i could, i would turn back time and make a different decision...
maybe things would be the way it used to be...
no one would get hurt...
no one would feel guilty....
you may not know but when i got the answers from you...
i felt guilt wash all over me...
i was a neutral person...
the kind of person whom no one knows, no one care about, and absolutely won't piss anyone...
now, i am becoming the bad person / evil character...
i really don't want to be the cause of this...
i'm not evil enough to be the villain...
i'm selfish and I'M SORRY...
i really don't want to be the cause of this...
i'm not evil enough to be the villain...
i'm selfish and I'M SORRY...
** P/S : If you know, you will understand. If you don't understand, please don't misunderstood. If you misunderstood, please don't spread your misinterpretation. Thank you. **
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