i don't know where to follow...
i was absent minded for a few minutes...
and there you are... standing there...
that was when i started flashback on the old days...
all the guilt and sorriness....
it's hard to bear...
that is when i decided to go to you...
it's really funny how i can suddenly disappear and reappear...
i just wanted to make myself feel better...
however in the end, my efforts are wasted...
angry and sad, then comes regret...
why i want to make this move?
why? why? why?
all because of my forgetfulness...
i should be more careful next time...
i intend to make peace among us...
chaos is just a headache to me...
maybe this the aftermath for what i did...
these few days i had repeatedly apologized to you..
i feel so helpless...
what had i done this two years?
why did i kept apologizing to the important ones in my life?
why did i kept feeling guilty towards them?
how can i not feel like i did something wrong to them?
how can i concern about them equally?
what have i thought wrong?
when can i be free from these problems?
how can i transform a triangle into a circle?
solutions are approaching zero....
i don't want to solve these questions...
it'll only make me moody and upset....
such a bullshit life...
** P/S : Hate myself. Wish i were a little more selfish. **
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