<< secrets within >>

how could they do this to you?
they really upset you...
and made me get worried about you...
who are they to treat you like this?
DAMN IT!
they are still the same human kind as you are....
just that they left their morale somewhere in the dumpsters...
wish you well...
you can get through this....
miss you like hell since holiday started...
don't know how are you doing...
so hard to even not see you for a day...
a part of me really wants to see you again...
the remaining parts only wants to stay away from this world...
getting confused of what i'm feeling now...
this shouldn't happen to me...
even if i wanted it so badly, you wouldn't have needed it...
you don't need the infections...
you don't need to be polluted...
it's very clear to me that it's not going to come true...
it will always be in my imaginary world...
it shall not cross the boundary between my delusions and reality...
you don't need to know my feelings....
just realize i exist would be sufficient for me....
i will always be by your side...
supporting you...
helping you...
lend you my shoulders...
comfort you...
trust you...
see you smile back to me...
i don't need nothing else...
the memories of you and me will always stay fresh in my mind...
whatever makes you happy, go for it!
you can do it!

** P/S : Same old style. Don't bother who I'm talking about. Think as much as you want. I'm not telling you who is it and I'm not revealing who is it. **