Crying

2day really weird...
i duno how, i duno why...
i sudenli cry...
feel very weird...
i think its a disease...
a sickness..

dis sick ady started since this year i guess...
i can sudenli cry for no reason...
i can sudenli emo for no reason...
i really duno wat happened....

i feel like i am crazy...
insane~~
but sumtimes crying can heal d pain...
sumtimes no matter how hard u cry, u juz dun recover...

dis year is an really awful year for me...
i noe ppl tend 2 tell me stay positive n bla bla bla...
but...insane ppl dun take advise dat easy....
ppl like me juz accept it for d sake of peace and entertaining...

deep down inside me....
i noe i wun b healed juz like dat...
thrs sumthing inside me...
i cant describe....

i noe i hav many frens dat supports me...
somehow....dis feeling or disease juz dun seem 2 fade away....
many things had changed over d past few months...
mayb d changes are good...mayb bad...no idea @.@
dun wish me GET WELL SOON...
cuz dat wish is too hard 2 approach...

haih~~
life ar~~~
really gt many ups n downs.....
but y my life seems to go down n down n thru d soil???? =.='''
wat 2 do neh???
nid go TANJUNG RAMBUTAN???? o.O

dis year...
i oni noe a few things for sure.....

I LOVE YOU muaks~~
JIA ^^, MY DARLING
MY DEAR PUI YEE 8)
JIE JIE, FONG~~
JIE'S DEAR, TENG
MY SUGAR, ADRIAN =D
A LOT OF FRENS, TOO MUCH N TOO CLOSE N TOO LONG TO LIST DOWN..... ^o^

THANK YOU EVERYONE~~~
SORRY IF I HURT YOU ALL.....
I REALLY AM SORRY >.<